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I will soon be having a prophylactic /Mastectomy to ward off future breast cancer. This has come about because of some genetic testing. It turns out I have a rouge gene. My best joke about this is, that it is like finding out your family is in the Mafia and there is a hit out on you.
But jokes aside. I have had stage three breast cancer and don't want to go down that road again. So although I feel fine and am in no danger at this moment I have decided to have the surgery soon and then the recover will begin.
I think my arms will be the most effected. This means I may have to be away from the easel and frankly that stings more than the other obvious loss.
So that is why I have been painting myself so much. I feel the need to document who I am at this time and remember my spirit and my drive to be connected and to do the work I enjoy.
I wanted to share this because otherwise there would be speculation and there is no need for fear or worry. I have to do this thing and I will be back as soon as I possibly can. I hope in the meantime to see a pile of pet friends waiting to be painted.
Also I still have the month of March to enjoy.....so I will be painting for the next few weeks and then I will be away for a few weeks but hopefully not forgotten.
I will be back...
As I always say...More later...
You explained it so nicely. I wish you well and will be holding you in my thoughts.......
ReplyDeleteThank you Helen. I am taking some paintings to the hospital with me. Not paintings exactly...but the note cards I have collected over the year. I think I slip then in a pocket undetected. I need to have them near me.
DeleteWow Jo. So sorry to hear this.I wish you all the best and wish you a speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteThank You Sandy. I am hoping for a quick recovery.I want to "own " this experience and move on quickly.
DeleteI you can see it, you cam believe it! And I'm sure you can!!
DeleteYou are a true soldier Jo. Thanks for sharing. You will be in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThank you Robin, One of your cards will be with me.
DeleteI'm glad you shared this Jo so that we can all be there rooting for you in spirit. You are a strong woman painting up a storm to face the coming storm! I visualize you waving a flag & a camera at th
ReplyDeleteAww.....that is so beautifully said. I hope for that too.
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ReplyDeleteTo finish my comment above ... I am imagining you at the Adamant 4th of July parade waving your flag and a camera at the tractors going by with all this behind you! (Google froze up when I was typing!)
ReplyDeleteI do hope to be fully integrated and owning the look of a woman who has been through a lot but can still keep going.
DeleteBest wishes for a swift recovery. I can't forget you: you are on my Favorites list!
ReplyDeleteI am so glad to hear that this experience makes me feel diminished. I need to stay strong, open and positive. I usually can do this until night time and then.....well...all bets are off.
DeleteTake care Jo, I won't forget you!
ReplyDeleteThank you cj.... I hope to be back soon.
DeleteLooking Forward...
ReplyDeleteto seeing what flows from
your watercolor brush
after your pro-active
break; may your art mind's eye
percolate with ideas
during your studio
away time, approaches
that will flow onto your
watercolor paper,
hopefully soon, be well.
I just wrote this on a card that is going with me to the hospital. I will keep the card and the words next to my skin . I will feel the power of the image and the words and will find courage there. Heart to heart.
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